I’m Putting It Out In The Universe

Hello, and welcome to I-probably-will-pull-it-in-like-5-hours-post #6. Or something.

Usually, I think I don’t have terribly high expectations of other people. Why? Oh, well, that’s for another day and can’t be summed up all that neatly. But anyway, the point is I don’t. Normally.

So what’s different about today? I don’t know. Some rescrambling in the matrix/cosmos?

Because today, I actually have this feeling that there’s going to be some shift in what comes back. Prior to this, nothing. And so, I had essentially no expectations. But today, I believe more of what I’ve put out there, my strength, my perception, my open heart, my bravery- today I believe that will actually be received, appreciated, and returned.

Meaning, I have faith that someone- even though in the past it has always been a lack of recognition, response, communication, and effort- will turn.

Today I believe I will be seen for the great woman I am- despite the flaws. Lots of them. That I’m pretty honest about.

I know I’m probably not making much sense, I know this is very journaly, I know this isn’t doing much for the audience.

But today, I think I have to be just a little self-indulgent, and put this out there in the universe- because it’s been running through me like a current all morning, and I had to express it somewhere.

I look forward to what today brings.